Monday, October 12, 2009

Distracted Living

Saturday night, I learned that, Heather Christensen, a woman who had previously been the band director at my children’s school passed away when a bus she was riding back from a band competition in, crashed and rolled over. If you live in Utah, you probably read the story or saw it on the news. When the driver passed out, Heather leaped forward and tried to take the wheel. It was while she was trying to save the children on the bus that she was thrown out the window and killed. Over the last few days hundreds of students, friends, and family have stepped forward to say how much she meant to them, and what a great, friend and teacher she was.

Sunday, a friend of mine was talking about an incident that took place when he was much younger. He was a college student driving down an empty highway on a beautiful day. He had put the car on cruise control and was trying to read a book while driving, since the road was empty and he thought he could do both at the same time. What he didn’t realize was that another driver was also out driving on a road that crossed the highway. Not having cruise control, the other driver had propped a knife against his gas pedal. As he reached the highway, the driver tried to pull out the knife, but it was stuck. My friend was looking at his book when he heard a terrible screech of brakes, and realized what a huge mistake he’d made. It was only sheer luck that the other car and he did not collide directly, killing them both. Instead, the car ripped off the left side of his bumper.

At first blush, these two stories don’t have a lot in common. They both involve car crashes. But in the first case, the driver of the bus appears to have had some kind of medical condition, and Heather was doing all she could to avoid an accident. In the second case, both of the drivers were at fault, doing stupid things that distracted them from safe driving. When I thought about the two of them together, however, it occurred to me how fragile and fleeting life can be. I thought about the dangers of distracted driving and then the phrase “distracted living” came to mind.

Distracted driving involves doing things that take our focus away from what’s important when we are in a car. Changing a radio station, talking on a cell phone, eating, reading, talking, shaving—these are small things, but they can easily take us off course and change what should be a simple trip into a life changing experience. What is distracted living, then? In my mind it is letting small things that are really not important in the long run, take our lives off course.

It occurred to me to ask myself, “If something happened to me today, what would people say about me?” This week, students and families are holding candlelight vigils in honor of Heather. People are saying things like how much Heather enjoyed what she did, how she was a friend to everyone, how much she cared, how much she taught, how much she loved. She focused on what she wanted to do in life and she did it well. From everything I can tell, Heather Christensen didn’t live a distracted life. She did what she loved as well as she could and shared that love with others.

One of the questions I get asked most as an author is how writers find time for writing—especially when they have families, full time jobs, and the rest of life to deal with. The answer isn’t giving up on jobs, families, housework, yard work, etc. (Although I admit, my yard is not Home and Gardens material.) It’s about getting rid of the distractions. There are a ton of reasons people have for not finishing their books,

“I didn’t have time”
“I didn’t know where to go with it”
“My writing was crummy”
“I started something else”
“The idea dried up”
“It didn’t work out”
“My characters weren’t interesting”
“I lost my excitement for it”
“It didn’t go where I wanted it to go”

But in the end, those are all distractions not reasons. If you really want to finish your book, it’s time to put your hands on the wheel, your eyes on the road, and your foot on the gas. The only thing that can keep you from doing what you want to is yourself.

If your goal is writing, start today. Make yourself sit at your desk until you put 1,000 words on paper. If you’ve already written your book, send out ten queries. If you’ve already published your book, contact five stores. And if writing isn’t your thing, ask yourself what you want to be known for when your time finally comes to leave this Earth. Then ask, what kinds of little things are distracting you from doing what you want. There are enough hours in the day to have a family, a job, a yard, a (kind of clean) house, and what you’ve always dreamed of doing IF you just stop getting distracted by the things that don’t matter.

I don’t know how many books I’ll publish in my life, if I’ll hit the New York Times list, or win awards, or even continue to be a full time writer. But I hope that when my life ends, people will be able to say that I lived it fully and that I died doing what I loved. Heather, I know a lot of people will miss you. But I also know that you will continue to live through the lives of those you affected. You did not live a distracted life.

9 comments:

Bookworm1520 said...

Wow that was really good scott i liked it a lot and wheni was reading it i felt like i wanted to cry! but i didn't, I was happy to read this too, and when i read about Heather dieing (that's when i felt like i could cry)And she had no distractions and she was happy then i realized she's probably still happy knowing that she didn't wast her life like some people... But don't get me wrong i was still sad when she died and when you said that about being an author well i should get to work on my book again!!!!!

Deb said...

Hello. My name is Debbie, and I am a distracted liver.

At least from time to time.

But I am also a writer, working steadily to finish that novel, pushing myself forward, and recognizing that while I may get distracted, as long as I keep my eye on the goal, I am going to get there.

Thanks, Savage, for helping us remember to keep moving forward.

Angie said...

I've been thinking about this a lot lately. It's time for me to stop getting distracted and focus on what I really want. Thanks for a great post.

J.N. Future Author said...

That was so sad....

J.N. Future Author said...

I wrote something about it when I read an email I got from Mrs. Smith

Silvara said...

That was really deep Scott. I know Heather will be greatly missed, especially by people in my own life who knew her. Thanks for the advice on the writing idea. It's been hard trying to find time, but now I realize that it was my fault. I might actually get a book done. Thanks again.

J.J. Bennett said...

When you loose someone it's very hard. I lost my own father this year. Loosing someone is fresh on my mind.

Scott, we are excited for you to come this month to Saint George. I helped get things scheduled through Jen last month. Thanks in advanced for making the effort to come. I have some questions for you so I hope to touch base with you when you come to Desert Hills Middle School. The Mesquite school is my husband's school. He's excited as well because of the area in relation to your writings. I am currently writing my first novel. We will see you on the 18th and 19th! Drive safe...

akajprincess said...

Ya, I had a friend on the bus she was on before she saved the kids and died. If it wasn't for her I don't know that the students would have made it. My friend also played at her viewing.I didn't go though... She may have left but she left behind a legacy...

J.J. Bennett said...

Congrats! It must be a fun new world to be in. Hard, but fun too...